Job Searching

Well, I have been looking for a job here in Newcastle for about 3 or more months. I get so many rejection emails before the interview stage I do tend to get my hopes up in the interviews. I hate that question when they ask how long you are planning on staying because right now as a 19 year old I am not looking for a career as an office receptionist. I am completing a university degree. I also have other prospects coming up later in the year.

I'm not sure whether I like 2009 yet because I can't see what I will be doing at the end of the year. But I'm also not sure if I hate that as well. I have applied for so many different types of jobs, I'm even going for my RSA and RCG on Friday and Saturday because I have a slightly romantic idea of barwork.

Anyway, an idea as to how desperate I am, going for a big interview thing today in an hour for Subway at the University. It could be potentially humiliating because of so many people I know at the uni there that I go out of my way to stay away from, also I'm not a fan of food in general (no I'm not anorexic, I just have issues); but it could also be good cause I can see the few people I don't get to see on a regular basis that I do miss and want to stay in contact with. Maybe all the humiliation and grief I am going to get from the losers of the past that have nothing better to do than undermine my attempt at independence will be worth the few precious moments with the others that I care about...

Must go have my bath while I'm in this mood!

Stay fresh x